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Arkomi is a Cat Demon, specifically a higher inner demon. Most inner demons do not hold a physical form but Arkomi wasn’t born this way; she used to be a regular human who was plagued by her darkest thoughts, so much so that from a young age she was able to see her Negative emotions as a small smoke-like creature. The creature would follow her around and seem to cling to her. It appeared as though only she was able to see the apparition, the only one to have one as well.Symbolism
Luck, inner conflict and comeuppance, mental health, negative to positive transmutation, demons, inner demons, Jean of arc, giving and receiving, unrequited respect.
Rough StorySince Arkomi was little BunNoir would appear to her in different forms the first as a small smoky cat that would keep her company, they would play and occupy eachothers company on the daily.
As Arkomi grew so did BunNoir, his form changing along with her emotional balance, before she could realized it seemed as though BunNoir started to act differently from herself, he would be distant, cold and sometimes explosive toward her, a wolf with wicked teeth. He knew the reason for the rift that grew between them, she felt frightened by him even though he had never harmed her. In her grief he’d lash out appearing large, intimidating and even threatening toward her. All her thoughts, her incescurities and self inflicted doubt caused them to struggle for dominance with Arkomis emotions, years pasted with the two playing at eachothers place in the world. He was a manifestation of her inner demons and BunNoir knew that eventually one of them would have to overcome to the other in order to live.
One day while Arkomi was in college the two met on her dorms balcony. Something was different, it was silent and the air was cold, nether fought or greeted eachother. The moment BunNoir manifested he sensed tension, his form had changed again only now he was a tall lanky rabbit and for the first time in a long time he’d almost appeared frail. Arkomi let go of her breath, staring into the air as if nothing could disturb that moment, she looked down and felt nothing. The world was growing smaller and to her it was coming to an end.
The years had drained her self worth, she’d let others try to define and decide what made her unique. She’d even forgotten to show herself any reprieve. BunNoir was there to witness all of it, they felt all she did and was helpless to repress his own growth in the wake of her suppressed stressor’s. He was her demon as she was his, a demons catalyst. All he needed to become stronger was her negative emotions and yet he never truely felt right for this existence. With every new experience and trial they began to slowly work together. They had grown together all this time and to his surprise She never once tried to banish him.
This strength proved to him that she was his equal.That would be the last day, he didn’t require strength, their lives had always been intertwined with the other, if all of his being was hers then he’d embrace that fate.
She stood at the end with her demons she would never let go. Arkomi turned to him, she already felt them shift, all the years of loathing herself, her situations and him were no longer something she’d allow to fall into negativity.
This was her story and he was a part of it, one that she no longer wanted to push away.
She extended her arms and as she did It took mere seconds for them to extinguish what felt like an eternity of being at odds. Arkomi and BunNoir embraced eachother, a woman and her demons finally at peace. Accepting that nether of them wanted to disappear and that fate was to be overcome.
When They opened their eyes they had changed. Arkomi had never felt so empowered, and while she could no longer see him she knew that BunNoir was with her. They’d become one in the same, merging into a being of their very own. BunNoir had given up his physical form to become part of her as Arkomi had given up her mortality to become her own demon. They’d go one to show others the care they manifested into The Realm, where all would be welcomed and given space to heal.